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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
get in tune with my life
today, i was speding my morning felling groggy...maybe i'm sleeping too much...i had this conversation with girl x ( i'm not doing algebra here, dun worry)i dun wish to expose her.this is what happened...
i took a wee bit of time to digest what she said, i have a very slow processor in my brain. ya, my school is plagued with some band that is getting popular, ronin riot. really, i think that they are too much, like O levels are around the corner and speaking of the sec 2's being noisy during class(which is bad enough), they were vibrating the whole hall floor. make some sense i think thats what they need.
the albino (levan) guy was really weird. not all of us enjoyed it. i wonder why the school allowed them in the first place. i only liked their acoustic song one more moment(can be listened at the etc page). u can have a preview of how they look like in the etc page too. i admit, they are noisy
my mind is full of it. i can't get rid of the word
i entirely crapped through the whole thing. it was that difficult. argh. i did not finish half of the questions. (wait, lets look at the bright side of life...di dum...) i finished half of the questions :). at least mr karib did not spot my nails XD.
gave out more flyers. some dog with dunno how many decibels barked at me (i'm partially deaf now). thank god that it was behind the gate *phew*. small but fierce. dogs sometimes are not my kind. hamsters are still the best.
monday:first day of the official school hols, start off the day with giving out fliers door to door with sam and family...so fun...and tiring. then the rest of the dayMATHS OLYMPIAD MATHS OLYMPIAD MATHS OLYMPIAD MATHS OLYMPIAD MATHS OLYMPIAD MATHS OLYMPIAD STUDY! STUDY! STUDY! STUDY! STUDY!
the queenstown scouts that came to our sch today were neardy!
had guides in the morning and found out that i'm promoted only once :( most of the sec 2's were promoted twice *sniff*. the queenstown scouts came down to our sch today to get to know the guides before the mawai camp... sad, i'm not going to mawai camp.
pretty boring lets just say. report books in, i'm feeling blue :(. no offence, but my results are not up to MY standard: english:A2 chinese:D7 :'( maths:A1 science:A1 history:C5 lit: C5 home econs:B3
class position;10/39 level position:42/159 percentage: 66%
you might say i am over reacting, but i'm aiming 4 triple science! what's wrong with pushing ureself harder? i'm desperately crying out now I WANT TO PASS MY CHINESE!!!
next half of the year revelution: -pass my chinese -get at least 70+% overall
after sch, i went out with suzie, gabby and avina to watch over the hedge... haha...so funny. i like the pocupine kids. they are so cute like these (below) . they could drive the truck by themselves and make it fly in the air like some stunts man. haha. then we went to take neoprint... blehs, my hair was frizzing like mad. i looked horrible. the only shot that i thought was nice was the 'dao' shot. went back like seven only to get scolding from my mum :(. auntie iris and kids were here and i had to entertain sara by playing with her barbie doll -_-''' or else she'll cry. i hate barbie doll!!
i need you in my life i'm never letting go of all the things you've said i'm holding on 'cause you promised me that you'd never leave you're always by my side you'll never let me go so i'm holding on 'cause i know that i need you
today my cousin marina accepted christ in her life!! yay!! go jie-jie marina!!
church was usual today...watch shall we dance... i'm really slacking now... relaxing. going to watch over the hedge nxt week with gabby, suzie and grace (song, not the church one. yes, there are 2). so fun. i definitely need ideas to entertain myself. any? tell mua
exams this week was not as depressing as last week. phew! its all finished. the only terror now is THE RESULTS. yes THEM.
poor me, i'll still have to study 4 my maths olympiad competitions :( i can't entirely slack this few weeks i guess.
bought two planetshaker cds today... super nice, except 4 some songs... my favourate was evermore....ahh... pretty
i will sing of the mercy of the Lord and i will shout of your faithfulness oh God
for there is none like You seated in Your majesty Holy One i come to worship You forevermore
You are my God my life my all and i live for you alone, i am Yours evermore heaven and earth will shout Your praise the wonder of Your Name i'll proclaim evermore
evermore evermore
and i will run into Your Presence and i will sing sing forever
finally figured out the pulcking method of Far Away...ahhh sooooo nice....(ya, i fall in love with music with nice instrumentals very easily)......wee bit difficult though... in B major :X. i like the lyrics:
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just incase theres just one left
Cause you know You know, You know
That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreamin' you'll be with me And you'll never go stop breathin If I don't see you anymore
yay! mr racoon face is leaving!!! mua ha ha (yes, i'm evil)
that horrible maths teacher is going!! i dun have to listen to his little lectures and to suffer as a maths rep under him! ms noriyati will be teaching us again!!! whee!!
yes! i will soon reign victorious over him!! i'm free!!!
small print: sorry for the overuse of exclamation marks
Welcome To My Life Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna runaway? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life
hmm.... they are kinda senseless huh? every body knows how rejection is like. lets try to change it....
Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong but someone understands you Do you ever wanna runaway? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so soft That someone hears you praying
No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me
To be blessed To feel good To be left out in the light To be lifted when you're down To feel like you've taken control To be on the edge of breaking down And someone's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life
hahas...i'm doing this because i'm stressssssssssssssssssed!! i need some relief. really. XP
I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.
Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.
The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.
* bible verse of the week *
Hebrews 12:11
No discipline seems pleasent at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.