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Sunday, September 10, 2006
get in tune with my life
hello people
this blog will not be updated as frequently as last time.
the editor of this blog needs to study.
study.
study.
yup.
pray that i might get good results at the end of the year.
pray.
to stacey (if ure reading this): dun be dishearted ok? ure not a faliure!!! look at all the things u led KCGG in. u did a pretty good job considering you had not much experience k? respect takes time to earn, well, u got mine :). i'm sure you changed for the better and for KCGG. imagine if u DIDN'T change, what would KCGG be? i'm sure the company will realise this (or at least realised this already). cheer up ok?? mistakes are ok for me, nobody is perfect, right? hey i voted for u not because u were nice, it was because i knew u would be a good leader. i know it is no mean feat taking up this leadership role. dun give up just yet ok? if you need a shoulder to cry on, u've got mine :) you rock girl!!! :D
so, u think being bisexual is cool, making you fit in, whatever. you believe that just because some people who are famous and sucessful are bisexual means that being bisexual will make you the same product. really,I HAVE ENOUGH OF YOU.
you and your concepts; 'mind-reading' on what people like on the first look of that person; stuff that i didn't like being said about me and other people, i have enough of it. you think i can bear with all your lame ad noncensial talk. reality check, i am, after all a normal human with feelings, not the supergirl that can deal with everything and not have any broken feelings. even though you come from a broken family, the whole world does not revolve around you. you forget about the feelings of other people and insensitively say anything you want. you don't even knowIT HURTS.
i dun care, i'm not going to be your doormat to step on and get dirty. you think i'm too innocent to see thru what ure doing to me, you are horribly mistaken. i'm sorry, i can't be your toy to play with, and i'm not going to be. not anymore.
you think just because i have a 'perfect' family means that you can pour out your problems and expect me to solve it. yet again, girl, i'm not a god. you really need a reality check. i have my own problems too. yes, you see me smile every day, thinking i have a perfect life, everything perfect. but when i'm all alone, everything just hit me like a huge blow. i try to forget everything by keeping myself busy or playing the piano, my haven. you forget that everybody has a tender side, even u. would you like it if people backstabbed you like you did to me? how would you feel if someone unconsciously said something bad about you in front of you and people that you had just met?
you think that making people cry and break down is cool. it makes you feel powerful, yeah right. you are just being a plain bully. like don't you feel bad? now i know why you hardly have any friends.
and i won't be one for you. you have gone too far.
There you go You're always so right It's all a big show It's all about you You think you know What everyone needs You always take time to criticize me It seems like everday I make mistakes I just can't get it right It's like I'm the one You love to hate But not today
it is hard to live in a world where right is rare and wrong is common
happy teachers day to all teachers!!( if any teacher is seeing this blog entry)
yesterday was a very good day indeed... triumphs 2, disasters nil
the last day of sch passed too fast for me to digest all the days occurings... i was called up as a replacement in photography duty for the days events. mdm g finally let me use that 8 megapixel digital SLR!!OMG it was soo cool. the shutter speed was so fast, only 3 or 4 of the many photos i took were blurry, including those with movements. well... mdm g was very happy, happy enough to qualify me as an all rounder in photojounlism!!! :) :) :)
anyway what happened was i was moving all around taking photos of the mass and the concert, at the same time training one of the new members who was taking photos of a major event for the first time. so she took the canon ixus 700 while i took the SLR. melissa was a bit shy but she was quite ok at the end :) jia you melissa!! u can do it by ureself next time :))
went back to class after the concert to get my report book... here's what i got(drum roll):
I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.
Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.
The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.
* bible verse of the week *
Hebrews 12:11
No discipline seems pleasent at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.
